hrmms, life is so busy now in days, hours are like minutes and im starting to feel like im getting pulled in all the directions i dont wanna go in. i just wanna rest and relax im hardly ever home and its aggravating to have to drive everyone around. i just wanna rest and yet...i dont wanna lose all this time sleeping my life away. i literally have to force myself to sleep till 11 and if i start to lounge about i feel guilty. there is so much pressure and i dont wanna crack under it. i work more than 40 hours and go to school full time...babysit a 20 month old, i feel like this is all very planned. one day, i wanna do something that i dont havta think too much about something that is beyond everything i do now. i want to travel and i cant wait for it to happen. i need a break.

on the up and up, man i want the movie UP! okay okay what else...i got a promise ring from my boyfriend. im happy just to be with the boy, especially one that knows me so well. i just hope that no more discrepancies happen...im tired of having to stress out about all things...especially a stupid thing. (i.e.money)

i need to start moving towards the future, thats one of my goals. im happy that i have good people in my life at least, people who are caring...even though not everyone is, thank you lord for that.

enough of my boring life, till i am able to type another story...later dA.